escape velocity

night

2004-10-11T00:10:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm going to bed now... definitely doesn't feel like 2:10, though.

francais

2004-10-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

how could i go this long without dancing to this? Allonge le corps est mort Pour des milliers C'est un homme qui dort... A moitie pleine est l'amphore C'est a moitie vide Qu'on la voit sans effort Voir la vie, son cote pile Oh philosophie Dis-moi des elegies Le bonheur Lui me fait peur D'avoir tant d'envies Moi j'ai un souffle a coeur Aussi C'est une belle journee Je vais me coucher Une si

nostalgia

2004-10-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

i haven't heard this song in forever... Would you look at her She looks at me She's got me thinking about her constantly But she don't know how I feel And as she carries on without a doubt I wonder if she's figured out I'm crazy for this girl Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl

mr.jones

2004-10-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

uh-oh, we're in a non-stop 90's music marathon. watch me dance the night away. how could i neglect the counting crows? i used to hear them all the time. this is going to be a counting crows revival. I was down at the New Amsterdam staring at this yellow-haired girl Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation with this black-haired flamenco dancer She dances while his father plays guitar She's suddenly

movin_on_up

2004-10-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

it seems like the slump that i've been in for the past... 3 months? may be picking up some. not that i've been horribly depressed and suicidal and hating everything and completely apathetic. i just haven't been entirely myself, and things haven't been progressing. i strive on growth and change, and without that forward momentum, my life feels empty and lacking substance. i've never liked

lame update

2004-10-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

okay, update: why i'm so tired = all-night band lock-in 9:30-6, which was actually really enjoyable. before that = sarah's house, which was amazing because i never get to see her anymore, and i love being at her house with those people... it's so comfortable. cousins = no idea. i didn't know they were coming until my mom told me around 1:30-ish [i think], which i promptly disregarded,

morning after

2004-10-09T14:50:00.000-07:00

i feel pretty awful. and, after being woken up by mom telling me my cousins were coming, my cousins crawling into bed with me and making fun of me, my family wandering around my room looking for stuff, etc etc, i finally woke up around 4. i think i may go shower... or maybe lie around some more.

but work

2004-10-07T20:15:00.000-07:00

the workload, however unfortunate, is not underrated. j'etudie, j'etudie, j'etudie...

history

2004-10-07T20:14:00.000-07:00

history is completely underrated. it's a widely accepted belief that history is dry and dull, memorizing names and places and dates that are inconsequential to everyday life. i've found, though, through my experience that that's not only untrue, but the converse is extremely true. history incorporates the basic studies of political structure and parties, sociology, philosophy, religion, culture

:( X2

2004-10-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

ahahaha, at my longborder salute, my sister hugged me so ferociously that my nose bled. and i almost dropped the canoe on reid and ryan abramson because i was crying so hard and seeing ryan added laughing on top of that... and dave stuck his tongue out at us from his boat. and dana couldn't say anything for about 15 minutes. and paige brought us some mountain dew first thing, which i was

:( !!

2004-10-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

omg i miss them all so much! i miss everything. this sucks. why do i do this to myself? it's the worst form of masochism.

firewalk

2004-10-06T18:52:00.000-07:00

i got my firewalk letters today. i was so excited that i was practically tripping over paige to get inside to read them. now i'm missin camp pretty bad, and i've dug myself further into it by flipping through my 50-50 trail log [and i wish i had a copy of my longborder one :( i could be even more pathetically missing camp.] i won't really get into it, but this was the best summer i've ever had,

lowtoground

2004-10-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

we stand on the edge of a cliff / in the deepest night i've ever seen people are looking for light / people who cherish a dream the light shining out from our eyes / and the dreams resting deep in our souls it's magic we're needing to keep us from falling / it's magic we already know it's music that keeps us alive / it's dancing that sets our hearts free it's children remember the laughter

discontentment

2004-10-06T16:20:00.000-07:00

are other people generally content? i've found that it's impossible for me to be content with anything, regardless of its quality, whether it's my life, myself, anything i create, etc etc. it always seems as if there's always more. well, i know there's more. granted, i don't always know what it is, but i'm constantly aware of its existance, and i'm driven to discover it and achieve it. i've

era

2004-10-05T21:22:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling good today. feeling good because i ran a mile in gym, feeling good because i'm confident about our debate tomorrow. feeling good because i think i have a handle on everything, feeling good because i think i can make things change and make things happen. feeling good not because everything's perfect but because i accept that they're not. feeling good because i see potential, i see

yawnX2

2004-10-05T14:51:00.000-07:00

uhhhh i wanna sleep. and i cant believe it's only tuesday. it's gonna be a long week, folks.

morning

2004-10-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

still at neda's and i a) am half-asleep b) am listening to dispatch c) have a flourescent pink towel d) can't remember the last time i showered in the morning e) definitely didn't get enough sleep last night f) don't like mornings [if they're in the cities, anyway] and g) have just been told i'm banned from neda's house. except not really. yawn

oh man

2004-10-04T16:41:00.000-07:00

at neda's house. having an adventure. this is going to be a long night. but we'll have a lot caffeine. :D this is super-cool-secret-invader-person now! i'd like to say that this blog has been invaded >:3 ze angry hippozZ are gonna getchya! w47cH 0u7!

sublime

2004-10-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

life is too short so love the one you got cause you might get run over or you might get shot love is what I got don't start a riot you'll feel it when the dance gets hot

week(end)

2004-10-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

this week is going to be insane. if you don't want a crazy girl on the verge of insanity bursting into tears on your shoulder, don't talk to me until this weekend [okay, that's an exaggeration...]. but this is going to be a kickass weekend after the weight of id test #2 and debate #2 and unit test/essay test #2 has lifted. and i definitely haven't had enough excitement lately. so this is going

aahhh

2004-10-03T18:05:00.000-07:00

this is too chaotic.

mr.d

2004-10-03T17:39:00.000-07:00

mr. duffy just called. haha.

questionairre

2004-10-03T12:14:00.000-07:00

What is your name?: jenna Are you named after anyone?: the character from the tv show dallas What's your screename?: synth3ticdr34ms Would you name a child of yours after you?: no If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: my parents knew i was a girl before the whole naming thing. but i like the name zeke. If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:

freedom

2004-10-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

is it wrong that i can't see myself being married and settling down? i mean, i think that's where i'll be, but the idea of having one life-- a husband and family and steady job-- for the rest of my life seems... like i won't be able to be content. i live on change, and i don't see much room for that. whatever, i'm young and free-spirited. i'll go... run around naked or something. sure.

guy friend

2004-10-02T19:59:00.000-07:00

i wish i had a guy friend like that.

whms

2004-10-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

except when harry met sally is on.

tonight tonight

2004-10-02T19:55:00.000-07:00

but my dad's really understanding about me not liking this cooking lobster and steak experience. we've never cooked lobsters before, and i've found i'm not a fan of it. but he said he researched it and they have almost no nervous system and they die instantly. while this bit of information didn't make me feel much better, the fact that he cared about my view on this particular experience did.

meat

2004-10-02T18:09:00.000-07:00

my kitchen is full of dead animal, so i'm in hiding, seeing as i ate my veggie burger earlier in peace.

sleepy..

2004-10-01T21:36:00.000-07:00

majorly sleepy after hottub and shower and pajamas and fire. and things aren't as bad as i'd anticipated. but still not great. not the redeeming post i'd hoped for.

not-so-happy

2004-10-01T16:57:00.000-07:00

well, i wanted something to happen in my life, something to change up the pace a bit. i'm not too happy with this change of plans, though. my dad decided within the past few days that we have to go to his house this weekend due to an upcoming vacation he's having. after i made plans for the whole weekend around my schedule with him about 2 weeks ago. there's a lot more to it, but writing about

past

2004-09-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

been looking through old entries. this summer was unbelievable. reading back to all those points in time that i can remember so explicitly is brutally punctuating every current insufficiency in my life and myself. i wish i could recapture everything that i felt so positively about then, but, even through my tenacious positive attitude, i can see that it's not entirely possible and largely

workload

2004-09-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday was entirely homework, procrastinating on homework, and feeling bad that i wasn't doing homework. today, i have almost none. i was extracurricular, social, and enjoyed myself without feeling [too much] guilt over lack of studying. i love being able to feel free of my responsibility and to actually live my life as i would if it weren't so dictated by deadlines, requirements and

pixies

2004-09-27T18:47:00.000-07:00

hey! been tryiinnnn to meet ya

creative

2004-09-27T18:32:00.000-07:00

i've decided to [or maybe it just happened] take my procrastinating on apush to new constructive levels. so, even if i may not be productive, i'm being creative and allowing my inner artist to flourish. which is pretty much me getting caffeinated and listening to music, dancing, and playing with my watercolor pencils. sure, i'll eventually need to get some work done. and sure, i'll pay for it

flare

2004-09-26T23:13:00.000-07:00

i love pieces of flare.

ani

2004-09-26T21:44:00.000-07:00

and i went to the ani difranco concert tonight. truly, it was the most amazing show i have ever been to. more later... drawing, music, and sleep now.

newday

2004-09-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

this may have been one of the most revolutionary weekends of my life. after a subtle and indistinguishable struggle within myself, i've managed to open and be opened, to myself, who i want to and can be, and to the world around me. i'm left feeling empowered, free, and excited. i know that tomorrow is a new day with new prospects and possibilities, and i'm excited.

sun

2004-09-26T14:57:00.000-07:00

the weather, i have decided, is astonishly perfect. being about to lounge around in a swimsuit at the end of september is definitely welcome.

nouns

2004-09-26T14:47:00.000-07:00

optimism, determination, playfulness, sunshine, liberation, carelessness, confidence, humor, satisfaction, peace, balance, anticipation

balance

2004-09-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

i'm missing balance in my life. structured, truly even balance, anyway. i've been trying too hard to throw myself, body + mind + spirit, into a responsibility in an effort to give it '110%' and really make use of my skills and abilities to do the absolute best that i can. because i used to be unbalanced on the other pole-- not giving enough of myself. so i may be compensating for my past

goals

2004-09-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

a big part of it is that i'm not achieving anything significant. for being such a goal-oriented person, not having an end result, an end product, is crushing my ambition. i'm completely discontent and unsatisfied living every day the same, not changing and not improving. i strive for purposeful productivity, and i'm intolerant of tedium. not to say that i'm opposed to a simple and laid-back life;

emptiness

2004-09-25T17:27:00.000-07:00

it seems like i should have a lot on my mind. i think i do. i think i have a lot of thoughts trying to get at my mind, but it's surrounded in an impenetrable haze. now i'm trying to embrace them, but it feels like i've forgotten how. my life's been pretty empty lately. it seems everything that i loved to do and felt good about doing has become inaccessible for various reasons. maybe sometimes

creepy

2004-09-24T13:38:00.000-07:00

okay, sebastièn from the french little mermaid [la petite sirene] sounds like a major pedaphile... it's the scariest thing hearing his voice in the beginning of kiss the girl. download it. no joke.

actually

2004-09-24T13:14:00.000-07:00

disney lied, by the way. pocahontas didn't fall in love with john smith; she was captured by the virginians, her father wouldn't pay the ransom, she married john rolfe, and died in england. that's what apush does; it makes you rag on disney movies...

pocahontas

2004-09-24T13:12:00.000-07:00

Tu crois que la terre t'appartient toute entière Pour toi, ce n'est qu'un tapis de poussière Moi je sais que la pierre, l'oiseau et les fleurs Ont une vie, ont un esprit et un coeur Pour toi l'étranger ne porte le nom d'Homme Que s'il te ressemble et pense à ta façon Mais en marchant dans ses pas, tu te questionnes Es-tu sûr, au fond de toi, d'avoir raison ? Comprends-tu le chant

pickup

2004-09-23T15:54:00.000-07:00

listening to elliot smith, drinking chai tea, and procrastinating. besides the whole impending homework load, i'm in a really good mood. the past couple of days have, for some reason, been very enjoyable. everything seems to be going well and picking up, and my mood has tended to follow. so i'm going to listen to music, dance around, do some homework, draw, and be happy.

<3

2004-09-22T17:33:00.000-07:00

zinn, brinkely and i have a bittersweet relationship.

apush

2004-09-22T16:45:00.000-07:00

For all the griping I do about the workload in my classes, I'm really enjoying them. After the initial apush stress overload [just shoot me now] passed, I'm left with enough leeway to enjoy myself and relax [not to mention sleep], and the work I do have is just fine. I love that class too much to consider dropping it. It never even occured to me to not take it in the first place. I suppose that's

crazier

2004-09-21T20:52:00.000-07:00

why have i felt so weird?

pace

2004-09-21T13:41:00.000-07:00

my mind has been so floaty lately. i can't focus very well, and i feel half-asleep, but it's nice. it leaves me completely unphased, and nothing's been getting to me. it's a welcome change after those few high-strung days [or maybe weeks] settling into classes. for now, it's all laid-back for me, playing outside, sleeping, hanging out, listening to jam bands, and enjoying being, not being busy.

wellthen

2004-09-21T13:33:00.000-07:00

apparently, i'm mentally unstable, have a horrible immune system, am sexually confused, generally high-maintenance, and brian thinks i'm ruining his friendship with my sister. i really need to be a little more conservative in offering myself as an excuse. but that still makes me happy.

risingsun

2004-09-20T20:45:00.000-07:00

there is a house in new orleans/they call the rising sun/and it's been the ruin of many young poor boy/and god i know i'm one

sleepy

2004-09-20T19:39:00.000-07:00

so sleepy.

apush

2004-09-19T12:46:00.000-07:00

j'etudie au parc studying at the park quoi d'autre? i ahve abolsutely no life. and i lost my typing skills.

bof

2004-09-19T12:33:00.000-07:00

c'etait un weekend amusant, meme si disorganize et pas familier. vendredi etait actualment tres amusant. et nous etions tous un peu fou et tous pensions que nous avions nous faire les fous. mais c'etait un bon "ice breaker." et maintenant je suis plus convince que je suis pas devenir plus folle par jour. ou c'est pas exactement exponentiel. peut-etre j'ai prendu un journee en vacances. en tout

espagnol?

2004-09-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

yo soy roberto.

free fallin

2004-09-18T12:08:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling accoustic and that way you feel when it doesn't really matter, but not in the apathetic sort of way. more like you'll work with whatever comes, and you'll brush it off and stay with the flow, the way a river looks at a leaf.

the d

2004-09-18T12:01:00.000-07:00

look into my eyes and it's easy to see 1 and 1 make 2 2 and 1 make 3 it was destiny once every 100,000 years or so when the sun doth shine and the moon doth glow and the grass doth grow

.....

2004-09-18T11:58:00.000-07:00

recovering from a major caffeine hangover i've felt really weird that past few days. and i still do. but it'll pass. or maybe i'm just going crazy. either way, whatever will happen will happen.

incubus maybe

2004-09-16T20:37:00.000-07:00

except, as far as space lyrics go, i'm feeling a little more i lean against the wind pretend that i am weightless and in this moment i am happy i wish you were here bat your eyes girl be otherworldly count your blessings seduce a stranger what's so wrong with being happy kudos to those who see

darkside

2004-09-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

all that you touch all that you see all that you taste all you feel. all that you love all that you hate all you distrust all you save. all that you give all that you deal all that you buy, beg, borrow or steal. all you create all you destroy all that you do all that you say. all that you eat and everyone you meet all that you slight and everyone you fight. all that is now all that is gone all

gotchya

2004-09-16T16:42:00.000-07:00

it's that feeling that you get when you feel great about your life and yourself and the situation that you find yourself. the one that doesn't mean everything is perfect, but the negative pieces drift by you and are easily overcome. the one that makes everything seem possible, even probable, and the one that helps you make things happen. you know where you are; you know where you want to be; you

asfkjh!!

2004-09-16T16:23:00.000-07:00

I have a plethora of emotions right now, all of them so intertwined and overwhelming that I feel as if I'll explode any minute. But they're [almost] all good. And I'm so happy. Happier than I've been in a long time. Well, the free sort of happy that's lingering, not the post-accomplishment sort of happiness that withers away instantly. Today and yesterday have both been amazing days, it seems.

:(:|:):D

2004-09-15T18:50:00.000-07:00

but it really isn't bothering me. nothing is. :D today has been a very good day, and i'm in a very good mood, the kind that doesn't let anything touch you.

apush.. what else?

2004-09-15T18:37:00.000-07:00

i've procrastinated, and now i have to cram. why do i do this again?

dramamine

2004-09-14T20:11:00.000-07:00

i feel dramamine.

501

2004-09-14T19:55:00.000-07:00

wow, that last one was my 500th post. hot damn. cue the confetti!

or

2004-09-13T17:47:00.000-07:00

or what if i wasn't a pacifist? critical, sleep-deprived, violent frigid bitch. woah, watch out.

well

2004-09-13T17:46:00.000-07:00

at least i'm still nice and warm-hearted. if i was critical and sleep-deprived and a frigid bitch, then i would suck.

yeah

2004-09-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

why am i so critical? i used to be so positive and "optimistic" in the way that people generally think it means. but there was also that ignorance factor. and now that realistic factor to my realistic optimism that i value so highly.

more criticism

2004-09-13T17:38:00.000-07:00

damn, i need to get out and challenge myself and find something. or collect experiences or learn something useful. maybe something about myself. or life, the universe, and everything. but knowing the name of the guy who owned the largest plantation in the chesapeake region in the 1600's is a practical and honorable lesson to learn, too.

?

2004-09-13T17:36:00.000-07:00

right?

empty

2004-09-13T17:34:00.000-07:00

there's got to be more substance in life.

criticism?

2004-09-13T17:32:00.000-07:00

One would think that being in these [relatively] challenging classes would test my intellectual capacity. Not that they're actually challenging. At least half of my apush class strikes me as the studious type with way too much time on their hands, and my pre-calc class is full of jerks a few years older who move at an agonizingly remedial pace through review. And they laugh at my teacher's dry,

vac2

2004-09-12T16:19:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed a nice mental, social, and study vacation Friday and yesterday. Well, I was doing homework a lot yesterday. But it wasn't as stressful; I could take it easy, move at an easy pace. I was happier, in a more content way, on Friday than I have been in a long time. Well, maybe a few weeks. But I knew I could take a day off and relax. Neda and I went to the park [without our textbooks] and

vac

2004-09-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

on vacation.

uhm

2004-09-10T13:21:00.000-07:00

i'm freeeeeee. i can't remember the last time i was so relieved to have a weekend. last weekend, i sort of wanted to go to my classes... how sick is that? answer: very sick. but now, at the end of the week, i sit on the cusp of death [well, not really, but i'm tired and not in the greatest shape.], and i'm excited to go to my dad's. i'd rather go there to relax and sit in the hottub at night,

healthiness: 1

2004-09-09T17:29:00.000-07:00

yeah, take that, unhealthiness. i made myself a burrito, all proteinful. and green tea, in all its antioxidanty goodness. bitch.

well

2004-09-09T16:16:00.000-07:00

I'm glad that this week is almost over. It's been very chaotic, mainly due to APUSH, which has been consuming my time, my conversation, and my mind, as well as my life. I'm beginning to find out exactly what I've gotten myself into. That's been interesting; I never really knew what to expect, and I never really wondered. It never even occured to me as an option to not be in that class. But I'm

AAaAAaaaAaaaaa

2004-09-07T14:53:00.000-07:00

does anyone else love the steady decline in use of capitalization? cause i definately do.

permit

2004-09-07T14:48:00.000-07:00

and i would currently be a driving woman if i hadn't forgotten my student id at home. but i passed the test, and i'll get my permit tomorrow. yeah, i got 86%. that's probably one of my lowest test scores of all time. but for taking the classes 3 months ago and picking up my motor vehicle information only once since then, plus running on about 2 hours of sleep, i'll accept that.

spaced

2004-09-07T14:46:00.000-07:00

i sort of floated through today. sorry to anyone who i may have acted absent or inattentive towards. neda knows how crazy i was today. i wasn't really there. but now i have mountain dew, more apush homework, and, hopefully, a nap in the near future.

pancakes

2004-09-07T14:45:00.000-07:00

i feel like death. after working all day yesterday on apush homework on the accumulated sleep deprivation of the past four days or so, i ended up rewriting, reformatting and typing my id's until 3:30 am. i then took a shower, which probably rejuvenated me more than the few hours of sleep i got after that. i did, however, have some killer chocolate chip pancakes waiting for me this morning.

weekend

2004-09-06T19:23:00.000-07:00

walking at night + neda + chai tea coolers + creek + sleepover + sleep-deprivation = thursday almost being hijacked + ski party + bonfire + story game + sleep-deprivation = friday knitting + paige + sarah + camp sleepover + quinn + athena + fischer + night walking + sleep deprivation = saturday apush + shower + rain + michael + quinn + sarah + sixteen candles + sleepover + sleep-deprivation =

superlatives

2004-09-06T12:53:00.000-07:00

i have three best friends. i've known paige the longest. i was friends with neda first. i've been friends with sarah the longest.

minnie

2004-09-06T12:48:00.000-07:00

when i was really little, my sister and i shared a room. we had minnie mouse wallpaper and minnie mouse bedspreads with matching sheets and dust ruffles and pillow cases. and i had a minnie mouse jewelry box that played music when you opened it. and a little dancer twirled around. i don't remember ever really liking minnie mouse.

skiin

2004-09-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

just got back from a ski team cookout/bonfire, and it was surprisingly fun. i expected it to suck and to feel misplaced [well, actually, i had planned on not going, but sarah and alex called and my mom wanted me to "get out and be social"]. while it still wasn't like i had known the seniors as well as they did after years together, it was a lot more comfortable and familiar. without the 12

permit

2004-09-03T13:40:00.000-07:00

At this point, it seems like I'll never drive. I'll be like Sarah's brother, but even without a permit, and I really don't want that. But now my mom doesn't know where she put my birth certificate, and the DMV closes in 5 minutes. But I studied my driving manual [which I hadn't touched in months], so I'm ready. In 7 months and 9 days, I'll be the newest addition to the ranks of Minnesotan

asdf

2004-09-02T14:54:00.000-07:00

wow. why am i not outside? or eating? damn you, internet.

apush?

2004-09-02T13:13:00.000-07:00

i <3 apush. i've realized through this class that what i was looking for last year, why i tested into high school, was college. college classes, college-level curriculums and teachers and students, they're what i wanted. so that's a little disheartening for the rest of my high school career, but it doesn't bother me much... i'll have a taste of that in high school, and i know it'll be good.

foxay

2004-09-01T19:20:00.000-07:00

Pastor Man's a fox.

Limbo

2004-09-01T19:16:00.000-07:00

well, because i'm in apush, i now have no life. and a neglected blog. which is probably the worst [i have my priorities straight ;D]. so i was working on apush reading/id's all day yesterday, so, in compensation, i will type up this post from sunday night [?]. Many, many years ago and far, far away, there was not one, but many worlds. And where these worlds touched was a place. This place was

goals

2004-08-30T16:22:00.000-07:00

school ≠ bad [edit: this is a not-equal sign] my classes seem alright, especially, surprisingly, apush. the kids seem cool enough, and on and on. i think, looking back on the year, it will have passed very quickly. so we'll see, but i'm in good spirits regarding all of it. and today was absolutely perfect outside, so neda and i stopped by the house to get some caffeine, a textbook, a bucket

sly

2004-08-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

i've been saying it for weeks, counting down the days, living it up while i can, but it's still managed to sneak up on me. damn. i'm definately not ready for school [in more ways than one], but it's not like i get to choose.

today.. and meat?

2004-08-29T20:25:00.000-07:00

Most of today was spent catching up on sleep [which I've sorely missed], shopping with Paige [which I haven't], and loading up on groceries, mainly vegetarian and healthy lunch foods for me. Where I got my healthy eating habits from I may never know. Today, though, I was particularly disgusted by meat [namely the cooked turkey carcass at dinner], and I was particularly proud to be a vegetarian.

...i'm lame.

2004-08-28T21:17:00.000-07:00

went to uptown [cheapo, food & ragstock] with sarah and out to dinner with neda & liz. tomorrow's going to be crazy busy. j4mm!3 t!m3!!!1 ... [w00t!]

h4><0r!!1!

2004-08-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

eh, that was someone else... probably a l33t h4><0r who found out my password. which i use for everything. and tell my friends. on the account that i share with my sister... m4d l33t.

>.<

2004-08-28T13:36:00.000-07:00

Waa haa haa.

aries

2004-08-27T18:43:00.000-07:00

sort of me, sort of not.

wishful

2004-08-27T16:35:00.000-07:00

in my fantasy world, everything would be light. everything would be open. there would be no limitations, no hindrances or boundaries. and people would know that. people would know more. we would be liberated from ourselves, our society, our self-imposed regulations. possibilities would be limitless. they would be attainable and often achieved. people would be open, with themselves and with each